14 February 2005I'm a Complete Idiot
Short Term Memory Loss Followed by Panic
It's almost inevitable. Every time I drive up to Tahoe, somewhere in between Sacramento and Placerville, I start panicking because I think I've forgotten my toiletry kit (with my contacts). I try to remember putting the kit in my bag, but I can't. I have no memory of it all. I'm freaking out because I can't ski without my contacts. Then the panic subsides because I figure I can just buy one of those pairs of goggles that fit over glasses. I relax. Then I get to the house, open my bag, search around, can't find my kit, feel like an idiot, then I find it buried under a sweater or something and feel, again, like an idiot, for even worrying about it first place and going through this panic-relax-panic cycle again. Usually that's the end of it, but this time, I had the same reaction on the way back down to Alameda. I thought I forgot my kit in the house. I panicked. I try to recall putting the kit in my bag, but I can't remember it at all. Then I tried to figure out how I would deal without for two weeks (I'm not going to Tahoe next weekend) and relax because I know everything in the bag is replicable. Then I get home, and of course, my kit is right in my bag where I put it. I feel like a complete idiot.
Posted by andrew at February 14, 2005 10:03 AM
For me, it all comes down to a skiing trip my family took to Park City when I was in my early teens. I was riding the shuttle bus back from the slopes to the condo we rented and I left my new (very expesive) Obermeyer ski jacket on the bus. My dad ran around trying to recover it to no avail. Ever since then I'm always freaking out about leaving things and losing things.
I've lost so much stuff over the years that I can't remember most of it. I remember leaving behind a Bullwinkle shirt on an island in Fiji, boxers used as swim trunks in Samoa. A towel left out to try in Bali. My chamois towel hanging off the side of the boat on the way to Jakarta.
It's not so much the lost stuff. That's just the price of traveling out of a backpack. It's the thinking that I've lost something or missed packing something because I can't fucking remember even though I packed within the hour that freaks me out.
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I wear contact lenses, too, and I know the feeling. I tend to forget something, like contact lens solution, and end up paying way too much money for some in the hotel supply store.
I think humans are wired to forget something or leave something behind nearly every time they travel.